Plod Plod Plod

Plod Plod Plod

Pretty happy in general - whos not happy on a friday right?? Nothing exciting is happening this end just happy its the weekend soon. I don't have much planned this weekend;

tonight - watch footy with hubby & mates
sat - sport and dinner with the fab hubby
sun - I have to myself as Aaron is at a golf day. Might do some shopping in the city and then come home and sit my fat butt on the couch and watch some TV series re-runs....possibly some house work in there also.

I'm not stressing as much today about monday, I mean I can't change the results - what will be, will be. I am trying to think of the silver lining if it doesn't happen this cycle; * the break might do me some good. I will stop my life revolving around pills, injections, clinic appts etc. * I have 6 frosties there so next time round it won't be so intense.

Regarding home testing - I have a few options 1) test everyday and see the pregnyl leave my sytem then if pregnant see the line get darker 2) test only monday morning - but chance of pregnyl still being in my system and showing false positive 3) do no home test. I think the best way to be would be option 1 test daily however I know I will overthink it all seeing the + tests so I think I am going to go with option 3 - no testing at all. This is the hardest but I dont want to build hope if it is a negative....I think it would crush me even more. So for now I wont buy any tests...there will not be any in the house to cave, I will wait until monday. Hey I could change my mind but for now thats it.

I am trying to push it all out of my mind, I am just cruising along. I'm feeling better than during the week - which is surprising. I won't be back posting until Monday so wish me luck....I will need it.